Here we are again....
It happened again... No sound no picture from you again...
it caused such a heartbreak moment for me during Christmas and you call me out again on new year's eve. that was the best moments in my life, im not sure if u knew it. the moment i heard my phone beeps with ur ring tone i dash to the phone to see. now again, im waiting to hear to familiar tone again, but doesnt seem to be happening for the pass few days. only me messaging u, and waiting for ur reply, which seems to be forever. time is passing by so slowly... but when im with u, time just flies and im so scared of it, cos each time after seeing u, means when will i ever see u again or wont i...
u're the first person in my life whom i've bought such an expensive gift. i dun even buy such a value for myself, unless is in many items not just one. i really do hope u will like it, and i will have the chance to pass to u tonight. im still waiting... do u really wanna keep me waiting all these pass 13 years? i had missed my chance before, now i just want to have another chance. will u give to me?
i cant hide my feelings towards u well, i will always show it... im sure u must have felt it. i do not want to be your fb only... it really upsets me alot! am i not important to u? if i were to be gone from this world, will u miss me? regret not making a move? will u????
each time i keep telling myself to give u more time, but we have been like this for over a year odd... shouldnt there be any feelings involve when u make love to me? or am i just any other woman in ur life whom u just make out with.... what am i to u????
i have been wanting to ask u this, but each time i want to, im so afraid i will scare u away for good and dun return to me. i can only hope and pray that i will see u again soon.... each time the wait seems to be getting longer and longer... i know this is only one sided love... like what my friends are telling me, but i really do hope u will response to my love in time to come.
there are so much things i wanna share with u, but i can only do it randomly and not bored u. i know u dun like to be tied down, i just want a confirmation.... tat we are together... but i know im just dreaming... unlikely will happen cos all these while it has been me looking for u, not the other way. seems like i need u more than u need me in many ways.
am i really such a pest to u... why cant u just be truthful to me? tell me what u're thinking instead of having me to keep guessing and thinking otherwise. i still love u loads from the bottom of my heart. each time i think of u, makes me tears... cos of the way u've been treating me. hot and cold... i dunno which part is true and which part is not... from the way we make love seems so close and with lots of affections.... every kiss and every touch feels so surreal! just dun want those moments to stop.
u dun reply me telling me tat u're busy... i understand but each time also the same? cant there be a short messages that u always give me, "can't" or "no..." at least a reply from u... now u're all quiet.... my mind just running wild... are u avoiding me again, i keep thinking... i want assurance too....
i cant face daniel anymore, each time i see him i feel pek cek! pissed with every single thing... i really dunno why. maybe cos i have enuff. i just want my own life back. i want to make it happen for us... can we?
my heart longs for u.... hoping one day we can have the chance to try to work a relationship out again like we did 13 years ago.
im just a little gal standing in front of u, been asking u to love me all these years...
it caused such a heartbreak moment for me during Christmas and you call me out again on new year's eve. that was the best moments in my life, im not sure if u knew it. the moment i heard my phone beeps with ur ring tone i dash to the phone to see. now again, im waiting to hear to familiar tone again, but doesnt seem to be happening for the pass few days. only me messaging u, and waiting for ur reply, which seems to be forever. time is passing by so slowly... but when im with u, time just flies and im so scared of it, cos each time after seeing u, means when will i ever see u again or wont i...
u're the first person in my life whom i've bought such an expensive gift. i dun even buy such a value for myself, unless is in many items not just one. i really do hope u will like it, and i will have the chance to pass to u tonight. im still waiting... do u really wanna keep me waiting all these pass 13 years? i had missed my chance before, now i just want to have another chance. will u give to me?
i cant hide my feelings towards u well, i will always show it... im sure u must have felt it. i do not want to be your fb only... it really upsets me alot! am i not important to u? if i were to be gone from this world, will u miss me? regret not making a move? will u????
each time i keep telling myself to give u more time, but we have been like this for over a year odd... shouldnt there be any feelings involve when u make love to me? or am i just any other woman in ur life whom u just make out with.... what am i to u????
i have been wanting to ask u this, but each time i want to, im so afraid i will scare u away for good and dun return to me. i can only hope and pray that i will see u again soon.... each time the wait seems to be getting longer and longer... i know this is only one sided love... like what my friends are telling me, but i really do hope u will response to my love in time to come.
there are so much things i wanna share with u, but i can only do it randomly and not bored u. i know u dun like to be tied down, i just want a confirmation.... tat we are together... but i know im just dreaming... unlikely will happen cos all these while it has been me looking for u, not the other way. seems like i need u more than u need me in many ways.
am i really such a pest to u... why cant u just be truthful to me? tell me what u're thinking instead of having me to keep guessing and thinking otherwise. i still love u loads from the bottom of my heart. each time i think of u, makes me tears... cos of the way u've been treating me. hot and cold... i dunno which part is true and which part is not... from the way we make love seems so close and with lots of affections.... every kiss and every touch feels so surreal! just dun want those moments to stop.
u dun reply me telling me tat u're busy... i understand but each time also the same? cant there be a short messages that u always give me, "can't" or "no..." at least a reply from u... now u're all quiet.... my mind just running wild... are u avoiding me again, i keep thinking... i want assurance too....
i cant face daniel anymore, each time i see him i feel pek cek! pissed with every single thing... i really dunno why. maybe cos i have enuff. i just want my own life back. i want to make it happen for us... can we?
my heart longs for u.... hoping one day we can have the chance to try to work a relationship out again like we did 13 years ago.
im just a little gal standing in front of u, been asking u to love me all these years...
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