when will this stop?

why cant u just repent and be more sensitive to my feelings? im not the one who has done anything wrong... i did nothing wrong!

why cant u understand wat im going thru.... i already said sorry to u for being impatient when i talked to u just now! and yet u react to nothing.... wat for!!!!

i cant stand u anymore... why u doing this to me? u seem to be enjoying yourself there... are u thinking back wat u did there? are u missing that?

u kept saying u promise me... but how long will this promise last? i dunno if im ready for anymore things to come... i really need a long break... should i just off my phone and dun answer all your calls til im ready to talk to u again? i know i have forgiven u.... but i still cant let myself go...

i know how u feel, im not your sweet, cute, giving u stress-free pretty wife... she is worth so much more than me... why not u just let me go... we can be free from each other...

im begining to wonder are your words trustworthy? i sense that u're becoming wat u were the last time... not listening to wat im saying again... having your own mindset and thinking....

will i regret my decision?