what am i doing?

i promised to give him a chance, why am i still digging out more about her? i found out her work address in shanghai... i found out her facebook.... wat else... when will i stop?

daniel said it will make our relationship worse... but i cant help it... i told him i so wanted to let go of this relationship and let them have a start... she is so much more prettier and bustier... the kind all normal man will fall for....

anyway im used to be alone anyway... doesnt make much of a diff... i really wanna run away... wat can i do??? he gg back to shanghai in just 2 days.... will i be able to handle it? i hate all these!!!!

why does it hurt so much... u forget the song all your good friends sang for us... i wanna grow old with u...why... when will i stop crying... just when.... almost everyday my tears will just roll down... i want to stop... how can i...im feeling so sad...