my heart still longs for u, but i know is impossible

i should have got the guts to do it... i've been waiting for so many years... why did i cheek out at the last minute, and he knows i will cheek out... the kiss we had was amazing which i do not even wanna stop...

will we end up together in years down the road? why are we being separated? we've known each other for 12 years now! my gosh... we just know each other far too well...

wat can i do? if talking abt who wanna go astray, it should be me!!! do u get it... why did u do it when i controlled myself! why did i even initiated to get cold towards him... and yet i still cant help it but to contact him all over again...

how much love do i have for u? will your love be able to stop me from going all out to do it and have my own affair?