Happy monday

played mj 3 days straight! yesterday finally got to see u after 1 week..!!! it was so great to u see, hope u feels the same way too. at least u started the msg first to me this time round. finally u had thought of me yesterday, im really happy! i had passed to u your v-day present. do really hope u will like it. someone which u can carry around to remind u of me...

u won me in mj again... like u said i always lose when i play with u... perhaps is true that i give u luck somehow, and my luck on my own is taken away.... i told u i was gonna find a place to rent soon, u mentioned u were helping your fren to find a place in amk too... so nice of u to help her to find, but what's the relationship? issit really just fren? im feeling jealous at the same time and keep thinking u both are close...

i really pray that u will feel appreciated and touched by me somehow, and will start to think of my existence. before i went up the cab, i asked if u will spend v-day with me... at least u did say we see how, instead of rejecting me straight. u gave me a chance to look forward. can't wait to see u either tues, thurs... fri and weekend if have the chance to.

thank you my dearest mother mary and dear lord for answering my prays that he will msg me when he starts to think of me. i sincerely pray again for him to think of me more often and appreciate me. also pray that he will learn to love me all over again. amen.