u surprised me....

it was great to have spent cny eve with u playing mahjong. it was the best moments as u have won $470!!! omg... and u surprised me by agreeing to go on a trip with me to phuket on the 4th day of cny. thou we didnt talk as much... it was great to have your company, do hope by spending those few days with me, u will miss me or rather have at least bit of feelings for me. when i asked u if u have feelings for me, u gave me a straight no.... i do pray that u will develope some feelings for me. my dear sweet mother mary and lord answered my prayer for a chance. i sincerely thank them for hearing my prayer and praying together with me. now i wanna pray for his feelings for me. i've done all i can and im trying my best. pray he will feel the love and sincerity i have for him.

i've spent close to $2.5k for him.... just bought a LV card holder wallet for his valentine's day present, thou i guess i won't be receiving anything from him at all. but i just want him to be happy. when he's happy i know i am happy. pray he will be touched... i love him more than i love myself... guess that shouldn't be the way, i have to build up my confidence in my speech and how i carry myself. i know i can do it and can even do better! please wait for me david...