07 october 2005

the horrible looking food which i ate on 05th October for dinner and steph said it looked grossed! so did my flat mate when she came back from sg and i showed her the pic... so tell me what u think on the tagboard. -_- anyway, it was suppose to be PEPPER STEAK. somehow it turned out to be mushroom sauce???? and the steak seems to be over tenderised.... almost tasted like minced beef...and best was the veggies, were burned, hidden underneath the fries... how smart are these cooks!!!it was the last things i found out before gashing my leftovers down the rubbish bag!!!

im on off today, feeling so bored and tired, maybe cos i took sleeping pills to sleep last nite. havent been sleeping well for the pass few days.. been getting strange nitemares. anyway im using a dial-up now... stupid lan line not working and it almost drove me nuts, so i went out to the shop to get the dial-up card and also some groceries, guess i'll cook later. cos my flatmate cooked for me yesterday while i was on my way home from flight...

is really bothering me most times now tat, rc is drinking everyday with his contractors... he was like this the last time i knew him, drink and drink, seems like the alcohol was his next best friends. but soon he toned down much, after busy with his biz etc and his work. so why is he starting all over again. and is gonna get worse when his pub cum restaurant opens in november. please... i need advise! -_- can someone please tell me what i shd do...

imagine... im heading back to sg for good in december.. wat's gonna happen? anyway i think i shd just find programs myself when i'm back.... dun even think he will have the time to give care.... since he is already so busy now...

am i asking very much here? i suppose most gals just wants some time alone with their bfs and not hanging out with her bf together with his contractors drinking right? oh well... tat's all i wanna say i guess for today.... nothing more.....