post chinese new year

dear all, once again im back in bahrain. today is my standby day. i've went back for cny on 27th til 15th feb. woah... a long 18 days break from work.

i had the best time ever. i spent almost 16 days staying over at r.c place. and being with him these pass few days has been the best best time of my life. i've not felt so close to someone ever. a sense of belonging and the true happiness. to be honest, it felt like we're married. and it felt really good. hehehe... *grin*

this cny really flies by very fast. just wish it din pass so fast. but anyway im looking forward to my next leave in june. and r.c says he is gonna take me to europe. hehehe...

oh yesh, r.c and his cousin will be coming over to find me end of feb. i cant wait. i miss him so so much. i cant wait to show him where i stay and all. just love him so much.

anyway, im feeling kinda dizzy right now, maybe cos i stand and sit down too fast. my head doesnt seem to stop spinning. im gng to rest down awhile. just in case when they call me up from standby and im still feeling this way i'll be doom.

please take good care all of u. and those who i din meet, i'll meet u guys when i back again soon okie. hugs and kisses.

r.c: i know these pass few weeks had been crazy for u. running from restaurant to office and spending time with me had wear u out tremendously. i'm sorry. please take care okie. loving u and thinking of u all the time.

true happiness lies in ur hands, i know u r my true happiness for the rest of my life.