being sick allows one to see who are their real true frens

hey all, i've been sick for the pass few days. it was a really great torture to be sick here. i'm down with high fever, terrible headache, sore throat and cough. it was simply crazy. i was sick in the noon and my line manage told me, is advisable not to see the doctor now as it will not cover my work day tomorrow so i have to wait pass mid nite. i was suffering, and no one hears my cries. my head was gonna explode. it hurts so much.

finally i've waited til mid nite to come. and i went to the hospital. one of my morrocan fren brought me there but she left me alone and went to get some food for herself to break fast. after seeing the doc, i'm suppose to make my payment in order to get my prescription. and i have a ten dollar bill, the cashier said sorry no change when i actually saw smaller notes in the cashier box. what's this!!! i was standing there about to faint and no one is helping me. even the doctor told me to go find change myself and get back to him after i have gotten the change. finally after standing there leaning against the wall for 10 minute, finally someone walked up to me and told me to go to the cafe nearby to change it. gosh, i can hardly walk already. but what the hell, i went and struggled back to the doctor to get my presciptions.

ha, that was not the end... i had to walk a long way to the pharmacy... is really long, it took me about 8 mintues just to get there. it was shit for me. the worst day of my life here. u can do anything here but not to fall sick in bahrain!!!

before i was sick, the day after i came back from bangkok, my spore fren chloe, invited me over her place for dinner. cos she knows i was alone and she was going to be alone too. cos her hosuemate, jen was going for her turnaround flight that nite. but we 3 had over dinner and some laughs too. after jen left, both of us sat down and watched tv. it was around 7pm then. but i was too tired cos i've been sleeping rather early for the pass few weeks. i fell asleep on her sofa. and got up around 9pm. hehe... i went back home after that to continue with my sleep. as usual, i got up early in the morning at 5.30am. started watching tv and doing some studying on my own. and that's when i fall sick. it all started with the renovation at my apartment lobby. the smell of the super glue travels in the entire building. it just made me sick.

that evening, chloe and jen, came over my place to see how i was doing and they even brought me soup and rice. is really kind of them to do that. cos my housemate was away and i was all alone. anyway they stayed and kept me company for awhile. later on, another spore gal, u remember dina. eh... she was the malay spore gal that i was staying with during my training days. she came over to my apartment to visit her fren so dropped by my place. she knows i was sick and she told me if i need anything do call her. and yes i did call her 15 mins after she left my place. cos i needed someone to company me to the hospital as it was already 12midnite. i called her told her i might need her to company me later and she said okie, if she's not asleep she will. 15 minutes later i called, she didn't answer my call. she simply didn't even bother to call me back up til now. this was really disappointing....

anyway, i'm feeling much better now, just that the fever is on and off. but i can't afford to go on sick leave again. cos i'm on standby now. oh well... i better get going now, in case i'm being called out from the standby. miss u all very much.

as for who the person who's getting married is, i'll keep it a secret for the time being. okie, take care gals... seeya all soon.

deb: thanks for the pocky... owe u a BIG TIME!!! will repay u when i get back. take care gal, will try to reply ur letter too ya. hugs...

jean: congrats again on ur new job. starting work tomorrow ya. work hard ya. :) hugs too

ken (my cousin): please go do something about u know who... things will turn out well if u want them too. just be positive alright.

r.c: hey dear, hope u had a good trip from jakarta. can't wait to see u soon. i know i have been a real pest these few days, i'm sorry dear. thanks for being patience and taking in all my nonsense. i love u lots. missing u....