"heads down, hold your ankles, keep down til we stop"......

that's my evacuation command in an unprepared ground evacuation or ditching. heh... anyway all that are over!!! yeah!!! i'm now having aircraft technical training. and coming sunday is my grooming class. which i'm suppose to have an exam on it. gosh... this sunday is a terrible day for me. as i have like 3 exams to take. other then the grooming, i have the country codes to memorises, the technical exam on aircraft A340 and the 24-hour clock with the GMT timings. damn.... i just scan thru all those, didn't really go into details. i'm so tired.....

i will be having exams everyday from next week too once i start on my cabin service. sigh... stress man. lots of files to keep and lots of things to remember. never knew being in this line is that tough. now i know why u have all those thick huge files deb. heh... even when i file there are 2 files i have to bring along with me. those are my checklist files. damn... btw when im back, i'll be staying in pan pacific hotel and u all can come over to join me for the nite or something. the plan for my stay for all the flights back home is one day on spore, the next morning i will fly to sydney and then following day back to spore and the the next back bahrain. so i have 2 days in spore but not continuous stay thou. see how then we'll arrange again ya.

btw my uniform sux big time. i need to send my skirt for alterations. damn, altered already still look so big. sigh...

i haven't been feeling really great these pass few weeks. been missing home lots and thinking about alot of things and crying myself to sleep at nite. at times just really needed someone to talk to etc. but anyway thank u jean for picking up my call the other nite. i'm sorry if i had interrupted your time with julz but really appreciate it. it made my nite, otherwise ei'm gonna wake up with swollen eyes again.

i went clubbing to F1 club in metropolitian hotel last thursday. cos one of my fren she was leaving as she didn't want to continue all this shit and stress. so we all went there to bid her farewell. btw she's a russian. yeah, we had a few drinks and played pool. nothing much really. and then after that we went to wranglers. that's the name of another pub near my house at elite hotel. went home shower, chit-chat then sleep....

did i mention abt the gun shoots i heard last week. it was pretty scary. around 10+ my time, as i was in the bathroom. i heard 3 gun shoots. we all freak out and ran to the living room. best was my fren came running out from her bedroom, saying gun gun, man gun... hahaha... and we all thot that there was a gunman in her room. best man!!! cos before that i was kinda quarrelling with this delivery man who just insist saying he doesn't have change and will return my change next time when we order from him again. what an asshole. like how am i suppose to recognise him when they all look the same????? anyway i got him to give me back the change anyway.

oh ya, down here, we always order food. ie. free delivery of whatever food etc from restaurants and mini mart to our house. so we can save the trouble of taking a cab or even walking out just to get things or to eat.

i did buy quite a number of items from mango and zara. heh... spent quite a lot though but pretty worth it. jean dun worry, i'll be getting something for u for your belated bday pressent. just let me know what u want otherwise i'll just get anything for u ya. my flight schedule will be out in abt 2 weeks odd time. hope for 1st flight is back home. anyway i have already applied for leave this christmas from 23 - 27 dec. but is yet to be comfirmed. anyway maybe we can plan for our usual gathering around that time okie?

this is my apologies for my sim frens. i'm so sorry for not mentioning abt u all man. esp poche, jerlynn, bryan, zhi ze, isk the usual group. hey how are u all? i didn't mention u guys cos i tot none of u know my blog until poche told me the other time and zhe actually reads my blog too. hmm..... anyway yesh how are u all? our results will be out soon ya? and what course had u all chose? i'm gonna be studying part time and working. as planned if i failed any subjects i'll be going back to return the subject next year in may and self studying. then will proceed and study on my own to complete the damn degree. sigh... see how things go then. so have u all been going out? please drop me an sms or even a call or something. really miss u all. can't wait to go back.

deb: how's training? when u starting to fly? how's japan? what other places u been to? what's new to update? how's denis and jesmon? been going out with them? and bryan's back in spore right? how's him too? do drop me a line or something ya.

lydia: gal, have u been going out with jean and the rest? do meet up with them more okie. i miss ya gal, will maybe take a trip down brisbane next year or something to have my holi there hehehe...that's if u're still in bris. heh... and how's the kitten sulin brought back for u? do sms me too ya.

jean: thanks for being there for me when we're so far apart. heh... getting touchy hehe. anyway i'm still feeling the same now. dunno why feeling depressed and upset.... sigh... oh well, guess i need to see my schedule then i'll be happy ya. heh... how're things between juls and u? going on good? really envy u, u know that. hope things are just as good on my side.....

gen: so when u leaving? somewhere in mid july ya? well, if lydia's not in bris next year then it'll be just u and me. how's the preparations? u be coming back in december ya? do take care of urself there ya.

jac smith: how are things on ur side gal? haven't hear from u for some time liao. how're your students? still giving u headaches? heh....and how's children's league? do sms me ya would love to hear from u soon.

steph: how are u gal? sorry haven't been reading ur blog. i'm sure lots of exciting events have been being on in your life right now ya. do drop me an email or something to let me know okie. take care ya.

ken: my dearest cousin, please let ur mom know that im doing fine here ya. and please do not mention abt the gun shoots thingy!!! cos i did not tell my mother. dun wanna make her worry. please just keep it to yourself okie. btw, how's rachel??? hehehe..... send my regards to her okie. just a word of advise, happiness lies within your hands. so please buck up and do something about it ya!!! hehe... :)

r.c: how's business? hope everything is good and going smoothly for u in jakarta. have a safe flight back home on monday ya. i have so much to tell u but it will really take me all day all night. i love u and miss u very much. do take care of yourself and wait for me okie, i wanna grow old with u. hehe... :)

to all: please take good care of yourself okie. eat more sleep more rest more etc. i miss u all. do drop me emails okie. i'll reply when i have the time and when im back here in the internet cafe. wow, this is a really long blog heh... anyway it has been almost an hour since i started this blog. got to go liao, after this i'm going to gym and maybe for a swim if the sun is not that hot but i really doubt as the temperature is about 45 degress!!! okie, love u all guys!! take care!!!